new amoy

bu , be nak jadik amoy yang baru . be nak pakai tudong degan cara be tersendiri . buu , i need your support . be nk support dari orng yg tersayang . tp buu xbg support langsong at bee . malah bu xmao tgk be kai tudong . y ??? aper salah be nk bubah ke jalan yg lebih elok .. be nak bu knl the original be . be ubah nie jgk tok bu , tok family dan tok allah . bukan main2 bu .. be tak kesah lah per nk jadik pasnie .. tp aper yg be nk bu tau . be nk terbaik tok ubungn kiterr . lao bu xmao terima be yg baru . sokyhh . be faham . tp jujo lah keyhh lao dah xder hati kt be pas be dah ubah . sekurang2nya be tahuu . terima kasih bu koz sayang be yg dulu .. sekarang im the new one .. buu , i need you support . ILOVEYOU !

sabah !

"honey , are you gonna leave me ???" the msj that iv send to him .. start from the answer . he's change . alot of changing .. sayang .. ur not gonna leave me ryte? honey , you knoe how much i love you .. for your info buu , bee lagi suker bu dok sabah . biar berjauhan . asal bee tahu buu lagi terjamin lao dok saner ... bee tahu buu xselese dok umah kazen tuhh . sokyh sygg . kamo habiskan spm kamo kat saner yer .. biarlah kiter jarang jmp . asal salu ader bersame kt fon pon dah cukop wt bee . buu , biler dah blk saner . jgn lah buu lagi abaikan bee yerr .. bee nk bu tahu bee teramat sygkan buu , buu ... even my mum dulu terpisah ng ayh selama dua tahun koz ma sambong blaja at terengganu , inikan kiter yg hanye beberapa bulan . xsmpai setahun pon syg .. buu , biler dah kat saner t . bu jage diri keyhh . bu mkn byk2 tau . bia berisi sikit .. nie kurus mcm mayat hidup . buu , biar pon kiter dah renggang sekarang .. bee nak bu tahu bee salu ingat buu . bee salu pk buu .. tuh jer syggg . t jgn lah buu kerap ponteng sampai dapat surat cinta yg ketiga tuhh . tahun depan bu dah spm kan ,, igt syg .. jgn wt hal . kang kamu xpat balik sini lagi .. t dah bes spm . kiter jumper lahh sekerap yg mungkin keyhh .. im gonna miss you buu .. miss you so much ! :'(

rindu berdendam

I want to cry every night, 

because I miss the way we fight. 

I pray for you every night, 

because I miss you not being in my sight.

I miss the sound of your voice, 

that I am sick and tired of all this noise. 

I miss the way you smell, 

oh that smell.

I miss the look upon your face, 

that made me smile with such grace. 

I love you so much I can't deny, 

for when I see you I will break down and cry.

For when I cry these happy tears, I won't have anymore fears. 

You'll be home safe with me, 

that I'll be able to sleep. 

Oh how I miss you so much.

I'll just have to wait and hope you will, keep in touch.

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awakkk . sy terlalu rindu kan awak .. kt blog jer sy leyh luah kan . tp .. awak xkn penah paham tuhh . awakk . meski pon kiter dah xmcm dulu , sy nak awk tahu yg saya selalu pk kan awak .. 

thank you for bieng apart of my life .. thank you koz awak caring pasal sy dulu .. tp skrng , awak dah lainn . sy nak awk tahu yg awk mmg dah lainn . myb awk xperasan . tp sy sbg awexx . sy sangat perasan . malah , hari2 sy text awak .. soo , sy perhati tingkah laku awak yg makin lame makin berbeza .. awakkk, lao awak xdapat pegang jnji awak . awk jujo lah ng sy .. kiter bincang ... sy rindu awak yg dulu . teramat rindu .. hope awak faham .. awak dah tak caring pasal sy , awak dah mule abaikan sy . awak dah jrg text sy , awak dah jarang kol sy , awak dah jarang wish morning and gudnyte kt sy ... walaopun tuh bnd kecik tp ia bermakne buat sy .. kenape awak dah lainn ???? sy xberani nk tyee . sy takot awk marah sy . sy xnk awk jd pengecut ..dulu , awak selalu say "hi sayang , morning" ..and then  awak kol sy ckp "hi sayanggggg .. " .. sy rindu semua tuh awak . dulu lao awak ader masalah , sumernyer awak luahkan at sy , awk puji sy koz faham awak . tp skrng .. mne semua tuhh ??? mane awakk ???? kenapa sy dah xdiperlukan lagi tok kongsi masalah ng awak . knp awak tak cari sy ??? aper semua nie balasan atas aper yg sy dah korbankn tok awak ker ??? skrng nie , sy nk awak tahu . paper hal . awak cari lah sy kat blog k , kerana , dgn blog lah , segale yg sy lalui dan rasai . saya akn luahkan . terima kasih awak .. terima kasih sangat .. :'( kalaulah awk boleh rase aper yg sy rase .. terlalu kecewa.

what happen ?

buuu , buu tahu tak yang buu dah lain . lain sikit lahhh . td bee on9 . then tgk fb buu , bee tgk wall buu , ok lagi . then biler tgk pic .. tertanyer2 mane pic kiter ? satu pon xder .. hummm . buu , bee tgk buu dah xpndai pujuk bee . buu tol2 dah lain , sayang .. why ??? mne buu yg dulu .. buu, kalao lah buu dapat rase aper yg bee rasee . humm ,. bbuuu . lao ader yg lain kat bee yg mmbuat ern buu xsuker dan jadi lain , gtau lah bee .. bee leyh ubah aper yg buu xsuker tuhh .. buuu , lao lah bee ader dgn buu , xlah bee pk mcm nie .. but sometime . kiter xleyh pk positif jer ern ... kiter kene pk due2 .. buu , lao buu ader masalah , gtau lah beee .. ner tau bee leyh tolong .. jgn lah wat bee trtnye2 ... beee takot bnd yg xdiingini blaku t... bee dah terlalu syg buu .. terlalu .... :'( bee heran .. mane buu disaat bee perlukan buu . mane perhatian buu yg buu bg at bee dulu .. mane ??? i need you buu . alwayss . buttt . whre is it ??? buuu , lao lah bee ader wt salah . mafkan lah bee . mungkin bee xperasan sumer tuh .. :'( please .. i want the old you .. :'(

blank ??

HAHA . blank ? knoe why , biler dengar lagu nie , giler tak memadan langsong ng blog . HAHHA . sokyh . ni lagu pilihan dundak . so , just put it up and shut up . ngek je :D .. sokyh for me , mmg lain , but kdg2 nak rase kelainan tuh xsalah ern . sometimes kiter kine pk pnjng tok buat something yg kiter tak penah buat . hahahha . yeah . mcm lagu and blog nie . hohoho .. nmpk xkene kan . so what up ?! lantak lah .. lain dari len xsalah ern .. mati ka ? tak ern ... so blah .. :D peace ! oh btw . i create a new design . nmpk ern nmpk ern . heheheh ~ tq fer visit it ..

my baby

Grr ... rindunyer nak jump dy lagi owr . nak pegang tgn dy , nak gelak-gelak depan dy .. hahhaha , tah lah biler dpt lagi ern , tgh rancng tp serah pade tuhan jer ... nie takot ah dy mao balik sabah tuhh ... lao dy blk sabah , xleyh lah jmp . myb ujong tahon dpn baru dpt jmp owr .. fuhh! lamenyerrr..tp dy ckp , dy xmao tgl ern sy at sini , dy xmao jaoh ng sy ... hummm , mee to baby ! but what can i do . dy kene dgr ckp mak dy . urhhhhh , jujo lah , sy un xleyh joh same dy owr .. sian tgk dy tention memanjang at sabah ... ngeeee, i knoe how it feel honey ... but what can i doo , im just a girl yg xleyh nak buat kptsan sndiri tok kamo ... only you and your family jer syg .. i knoe u can do it baby ,, just tel your mom carefully, ok ... i knoe u can do ... nie tok kamo jgk syg , kan kan ... igt pesan bee harituh yer ... bee salu ader tok kamo even kamo susah cmner skali pon okyhh , remember that ... ILOVEYOU always honey . always .. 

i miss you babe

• I miss your love I miss your touch, But I’m feeling you everyday.
• I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you.
• When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.
• Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!

sweet 27november2010 ♥

hai dear blogger .. know what , kali nie mao citer panjang sikit .. heee . hari sabtu lepas . 27november2010 .. aku ader hang ng member , adek , dundak and member dy yg lain .. kitorng gerak ker KTM kol 9lebih , tgu nyer tgu bas tak masok2 lagi , lately member aku tpn akk dy soh hanta kitorng at KTM . smp kat KTM , beli tiket then g toilet . perghh time tuh , gugup jgak ah jntong nie .. giler xsabar nk jumper .. then train dah sampai .. setibe di KL sentral , aku kene pisah ng member , koz balak dy tuh masalah sikit . hakhak , sorry doe , kene jujo .. then aku gerak ng adek aku g MONOTAIL station , beli tiket, gerak ker IMBI , dah smp tuh . leyh plak aku kene tahan ng student cine nie , laki and pmpan , hahah , dy ckp aku ng adek mcm cine sabah . siot jer .. hekhek , sokyhh , suker suke .woot woot .. pastuh cine tuh ckp 'mao cpl dgn sy ka ?' . hahha , xmao doe .. dundak nk cmpak aner . hekhek . after that ,  kitorng gerak ah g seberang ,TIME SQUARE time .. hehehe :D .

 sampai jer at situh , aku tpn dundak , haiyohhh leyh lagi dak nie ckp dy still at umah . hokhok ..sokyh2 .. aku jengjaln luhh , cari aper yg patot . isi perot then jalan lagi . kol 1 lbh tpn balik , boleh lagi dy jawb dy at CC ?! perghhh , sokyhh sabar lagi .. sambong jengjalan .. member aku sorg tuh dah songlap ng bf dy . tibe mase nyer dundak dah smp , aku plak rase mcm jantong nk gugur . giler nervous dowrr ... kua masok bilik air at area food court tingkt 10 tuh..hahah , dahtuh aku tpn lagi, dorng ckp dorng at BB mao park kenderaan, sokyh . aku lepak jap tgk dak2 men roler coster ,member plak g beli tiket wyg ng pkwe dy , aku and adek aku lenjan camera member tuh then posing maot , ahhah . 

tiber2 ! fon aku bunyii ! OMG , dy ckp dy dah kt area food court , perghh!! aku ckp aku at area pnggong wyg tepi food court tuh .. tgh2 ckp aku nmpk dy ! grrr , time tuh jantong dah bederai beb . ahahah ! mane ah tau ern tetibe nmpk aku , dy lari ker haper ker .. yer lah , aku ern bese2 jer . hekhek . aku un per lagi , gerak ah pegi at dy , sampai jer at dy , gua dah tesingai2 mcm kerang busuk . hakahak . giler beb , mcm mimpi jer jumper dy , time tuh aku rase nak lepuk jer dy doe , hahah buat muker cute lak . then tros aku bersuara , start dari situh aku cuber biase kan diri ,bak kate dy buat biaser dah . then jalan2 ,pastuh g mkn kat mamak blakng TS tuh , standed ah mkn at mamak ern ern ern . hahahah !

 dah habes mkn tuh kitorng masok balik then g toilet . beb ! gua ckp ng lu , gua malu bhai kat bilik air tuh gua hampir tejatoh , naseb dpt cover . hahaha , mkcik cleaner tuh dah cuak dah bhai . hahah . pastuh leyh pulak adek aku g citer at dundak . bapak malu . tp aku relex , aper ku kesah ern ern ern . hahah . after that gerak plak g bowling , kt situh leyh pulak aku buat hal . hahah . bola bowling tuh tercampak ke blakng . bapak skhai . malu doe , tp gua slamber . per heran . hahah , dah biaser kod . :P dah abes bowling , kitorng gerak sungai wang plak .. teman dundak and member dy shopping , snap snap pic . kat situh xramai org sngt , so agk sunyi sikit ahh . 

tiber pulak time aku dah nak balik kol 6:30pm , perghhh rase berat doe nak lepas ern dy .. time jln nak balik tuh , aku nasehat kat dy soh take care pasni , jgn noty2 and dgr ckp mak ... time tuh rase nak pelok jer dy ,, syg kod nak tgl ern dy ,, dorng hanta aku and adek smp at monorail . humm , time tuh sgt sedih sbb time for bepisah .. uwekkk !!~ aku salam dy and say good bye ,, urhhh susahnyer ayt tuh nak kua dari mulot aku tp what can i do . i must say it .. time kat dlm train aku tgu dy contct aku tp xder .. smp jer at ktm sg buloh , dy tpn aku . at last , aku rase lege ...

 butbutbut , leyh plak mase tuh card train adek aku hilang , aper lagi melilau aku carik . xjumper gak , then guard tuh soh aku ikot dy g kaunter , kene ah byr harge tiket tuh RM2.10 jerrr . ehhehe~ terlepas gak kitorng.. soo naik cab tros smp depan umah .. fuhh alhamdulillah selamat pergi selamat sampai ..sooo , thats the end of my date .. aku xciter 100% sgt okyhh . tp nak korng tahu , aku mmg happy time hang ng dundak , omei , umay , aznil , apai , syafiq and sorng lagi aku xigt name .. thanks to korng okyh . hope leyh hang lagi . love yeah !!

beberapa PIC time snap-snap at TS and sungaiwang

aderr lagi tp sikit2 dah la . heheheh ♥

iloveyousomuch baby ♥

hye honey . this is our new blog . you knoe why im doing this blog ? it is because to keep our mamories only on this blog syg . bee buat blog nie untuk kiter sahaja , semua yg kiter lalui , bee akn post kat sini . sayang , you knoe what , be dah terlalau syg at buu . 1st time knl buu , buu mmg kerek2 . hehehe , kiter rapat start dari chatting at myspace and ym .. mule2 jadi milik buu , bee mcm ragu2 sgt nk aderr at samping buu .. bee takot time tuh xdpt nk bhgiakan buu , tppppp ........ sokyhh , walaupon kiter penah pisah sblm nie , it doesnt mean bee xsyg buu lg , mule2 break mmg lah kiter rase kesal kan , tp tak lamee koz be xsanggop nak dendam ng buu .. mmg time tuh buu jahat sgt . urhh!! rase kejamnyerrr , tp pk3 balik . bee silent lagi bagos dari susah ern idop pk buu mse tuhh , at the end , buu contct be balik .. bee igt sajer2 . tp bee silap .. ader tujuan npe buu contct balikk . buu mao bee balik ern ?? syg , be dah lme sgt tgu bu , sgt sgt lame .walaupon ia hanye 10bulan tp sgt lame buu . bee salu pk buu , lately xsangke 18nov lepas bee sah jadi milik buu semula .. oh my ,, you knoe wht i feel that time , i feel so happy! speachless syg , tak terkata.. bee sangat hargai aper yg buu buat mse tuh ,, buu , bu jnji kan ng bee xkn buat bee mcm dulu , syg , be pagang kate2 buu yer ..i miss wanna hug u syg . ok lah .. bee mao oud , sudah ngtok ponn .. later2 be post lagi yer . ILOVEYOUSOMUCH negneg !! ♥