new amoy

bu , be nak jadik amoy yang baru . be nak pakai tudong degan cara be tersendiri . buu , i need your support . be nk support dari orng yg tersayang . tp buu xbg support langsong at bee . malah bu xmao tgk be kai tudong . y ??? aper salah be nk bubah ke jalan yg lebih elok .. be nak bu knl the original be . be ubah nie jgk tok bu , tok family dan tok allah . bukan main2 bu .. be tak kesah lah per nk jadik pasnie .. tp aper yg be nk bu tau . be nk terbaik tok ubungn kiterr . lao bu xmao terima be yg baru . sokyhh . be faham . tp jujo lah keyhh lao dah xder hati kt be pas be dah ubah . sekurang2nya be tahuu . terima kasih bu koz sayang be yg dulu .. sekarang im the new one .. buu , i need you support . ILOVEYOU !

sabah !

"honey , are you gonna leave me ???" the msj that iv send to him .. start from the answer . he's change . alot of changing .. sayang .. ur not gonna leave me ryte? honey , you knoe how much i love you .. for your info buu , bee lagi suker bu dok sabah . biar berjauhan . asal bee tahu buu lagi terjamin lao dok saner ... bee tahu buu xselese dok umah kazen tuhh . sokyh sygg . kamo habiskan spm kamo kat saner yer .. biarlah kiter jarang jmp . asal salu ader bersame kt fon pon dah cukop wt bee . buu , biler dah blk saner . jgn lah buu lagi abaikan bee yerr .. bee nk bu tahu bee teramat sygkan buu , buu ... even my mum dulu terpisah ng ayh selama dua tahun koz ma sambong blaja at terengganu , inikan kiter yg hanye beberapa bulan . xsmpai setahun pon syg .. buu , biler dah kat saner t . bu jage diri keyhh . bu mkn byk2 tau . bia berisi sikit .. nie kurus mcm mayat hidup . buu , biar pon kiter dah renggang sekarang .. bee nak bu tahu bee salu ingat buu . bee salu pk buu .. tuh jer syggg . t jgn lah buu kerap ponteng sampai dapat surat cinta yg ketiga tuhh . tahun depan bu dah spm kan ,, igt syg .. jgn wt hal . kang kamu xpat balik sini lagi .. t dah bes spm . kiter jumper lahh sekerap yg mungkin keyhh .. im gonna miss you buu .. miss you so much ! :'(

rindu berdendam

I want to cry every night, 

because I miss the way we fight. 

I pray for you every night, 

because I miss you not being in my sight.

I miss the sound of your voice, 

that I am sick and tired of all this noise. 

I miss the way you smell, 

oh that smell.

I miss the look upon your face, 

that made me smile with such grace. 

I love you so much I can't deny, 

for when I see you I will break down and cry.

For when I cry these happy tears, I won't have anymore fears. 

You'll be home safe with me, 

that I'll be able to sleep. 

Oh how I miss you so much.

I'll just have to wait and hope you will, keep in touch.

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awakkk . sy terlalu rindu kan awak .. kt blog jer sy leyh luah kan . tp .. awak xkn penah paham tuhh . awakk . meski pon kiter dah xmcm dulu , sy nak awk tahu yg saya selalu pk kan awak .. 

thank you for bieng apart of my life .. thank you koz awak caring pasal sy dulu .. tp skrng , awak dah lainn . sy nak awk tahu yg awk mmg dah lainn . myb awk xperasan . tp sy sbg awexx . sy sangat perasan . malah , hari2 sy text awak .. soo , sy perhati tingkah laku awak yg makin lame makin berbeza .. awakkk, lao awak xdapat pegang jnji awak . awk jujo lah ng sy .. kiter bincang ... sy rindu awak yg dulu . teramat rindu .. hope awak faham .. awak dah tak caring pasal sy , awak dah mule abaikan sy . awak dah jrg text sy , awak dah jarang kol sy , awak dah jarang wish morning and gudnyte kt sy ... walaopun tuh bnd kecik tp ia bermakne buat sy .. kenape awak dah lainn ???? sy xberani nk tyee . sy takot awk marah sy . sy xnk awk jd pengecut ..dulu , awak selalu say "hi sayang , morning" ..and then  awak kol sy ckp "hi sayanggggg .. " .. sy rindu semua tuh awak . dulu lao awak ader masalah , sumernyer awak luahkan at sy , awk puji sy koz faham awak . tp skrng .. mne semua tuhh ??? mane awakk ???? kenapa sy dah xdiperlukan lagi tok kongsi masalah ng awak . knp awak tak cari sy ??? aper semua nie balasan atas aper yg sy dah korbankn tok awak ker ??? skrng nie , sy nk awak tahu . paper hal . awak cari lah sy kat blog k , kerana , dgn blog lah , segale yg sy lalui dan rasai . saya akn luahkan . terima kasih awak .. terima kasih sangat .. :'( kalaulah awk boleh rase aper yg sy rase .. terlalu kecewa.

what happen ?

buuu , buu tahu tak yang buu dah lain . lain sikit lahhh . td bee on9 . then tgk fb buu , bee tgk wall buu , ok lagi . then biler tgk pic .. tertanyer2 mane pic kiter ? satu pon xder .. hummm . buu , bee tgk buu dah xpndai pujuk bee . buu tol2 dah lain , sayang .. why ??? mne buu yg dulu .. buu, kalao lah buu dapat rase aper yg bee rasee . humm ,. bbuuu . lao ader yg lain kat bee yg mmbuat ern buu xsuker dan jadi lain , gtau lah bee .. bee leyh ubah aper yg buu xsuker tuhh .. buuu , lao lah bee ader dgn buu , xlah bee pk mcm nie .. but sometime . kiter xleyh pk positif jer ern ... kiter kene pk due2 .. buu , lao buu ader masalah , gtau lah beee .. ner tau bee leyh tolong .. jgn lah wat bee trtnye2 ... beee takot bnd yg xdiingini blaku t... bee dah terlalu syg buu .. terlalu .... :'( bee heran .. mane buu disaat bee perlukan buu . mane perhatian buu yg buu bg at bee dulu .. mane ??? i need you buu . alwayss . buttt . whre is it ??? buuu , lao lah bee ader wt salah . mafkan lah bee . mungkin bee xperasan sumer tuh .. :'( please .. i want the old you .. :'(

blank ??

HAHA . blank ? knoe why , biler dengar lagu nie , giler tak memadan langsong ng blog . HAHHA . sokyh . ni lagu pilihan dundak . so , just put it up and shut up . ngek je :D .. sokyh for me , mmg lain , but kdg2 nak rase kelainan tuh xsalah ern . sometimes kiter kine pk pnjng tok buat something yg kiter tak penah buat . hahahha . yeah . mcm lagu and blog nie . hohoho .. nmpk xkene kan . so what up ?! lantak lah .. lain dari len xsalah ern .. mati ka ? tak ern ... so blah .. :D peace ! oh btw . i create a new design . nmpk ern nmpk ern . heheheh ~ tq fer visit it ..

my baby

Grr ... rindunyer nak jump dy lagi owr . nak pegang tgn dy , nak gelak-gelak depan dy .. hahhaha , tah lah biler dpt lagi ern , tgh rancng tp serah pade tuhan jer ... nie takot ah dy mao balik sabah tuhh ... lao dy blk sabah , xleyh lah jmp . myb ujong tahon dpn baru dpt jmp owr .. fuhh! lamenyerrr..tp dy ckp , dy xmao tgl ern sy at sini , dy xmao jaoh ng sy ... hummm , mee to baby ! but what can i do . dy kene dgr ckp mak dy . urhhhhh , jujo lah , sy un xleyh joh same dy owr .. sian tgk dy tention memanjang at sabah ... ngeeee, i knoe how it feel honey ... but what can i doo , im just a girl yg xleyh nak buat kptsan sndiri tok kamo ... only you and your family jer syg .. i knoe u can do it baby ,, just tel your mom carefully, ok ... i knoe u can do ... nie tok kamo jgk syg , kan kan ... igt pesan bee harituh yer ... bee salu ader tok kamo even kamo susah cmner skali pon okyhh , remember that ... ILOVEYOU always honey . always .. 

i miss you babe

• I miss your love I miss your touch, But I’m feeling you everyday.
• I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you.
• When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.
• Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!